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To catch hold of every moment Make it last.

Friday, August 12, 2005 at 8:49 PM

-disillusioned.
everything`s moving so fast.
i can`t catch up.
i want to stop, and take a rest.. just fer awhile.

my flu doesn`t seem to be recovering.
its getting worse.
afterall, i don`t have enough rest.

english oral today,
i made the invigilators laugh.
somehow, during the passage, i fumbled on some words.
i don`t know why tt happened.
it didn`t happen during the time i was practising.
now when i think bout the whole oral scene,
i feel kinda worried.

i guess i was the one who built those walls around myself.
when i did, i changed unknowingly.
i am so stubborn.
so headstrong.
that sometimes i always think i`m right.
maybe someone shuld jus wake me up, and tell me tt i`m wrong.

my intuition was quite accurate;
even though at first i refused to believe cux i thought it would never happen.
it still means something to me.

bye.